I find myself mesmerized as I gaze at her sweet face as she snuggles into bed. Hair is a mess and her pjs probably don’t match. Might even be on backwards, inside out or both. She has a style all her own. My middle child. Did I plan her? Nope. Had I followed my plan, I would have missed out on the gift of being her mother. Lucky for me, God had a different plan. After I had my first child, I WAS DONE. To say my pregnancy was challenging is an understatement. And pregnancy was easy in comparison to my delivery. Without providing the terrifying details and risking traumatizing new moms to be, I will simply say there was nothing typical about it. It wasn’t so much that I didn’t want more children, as much as I didn’t want to go through any of that again. So, I had successfully convinced myself that one child was all I was going to have. Right before Ellyana’s first birthday my hubby approached...
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